Today Is the day that I realized
That stories are just Lies covered with make-ups
Everything was perfect when it’s told
But yet in every heart, a storm is brewing
I am sleeping tonight, but I feel so different
I did not cry, but I write
I wish there was a remind button, or a stop button
Maybe a delete button, just in case
I am not a lion, or a tiger, or a bear
I am a fragile chick born in a middle of a snowstorm
Courage is not something I have, but something I want to learn
But yet, I kept staring on these 4 walls
This small thing called love
Is not like what you imagine
It’s not written, it is not felt
It’s you and me
Loving someone is not like a novel
You can write it
Or maybe type it
But you can't have the all tear-dropping part
Love doesn't come with a magical first kiss
Or even end with a kiss
It’s not about fighting the rules
Or maybe getting approval from your parents
There is no such thing as flipping heads all the time
Or a place where choices are always right
And if you pick the wrong one you still find true love
Memories are not recycled, they are either lost or buried
Yeah, I’m pretty sure Nicholas Sparks lied
love is not like a butterfly in your stomach
It’s more like an urge to kiss somebody you can’t kiss
most people say that I should keep holding on to what I love
I would love to hold on, but I got a life here
Truth hurts, lies too, but I don't get caught lying
When I 'hold on' I feel like cutting my wrist with a knife
And I don't find 'letting go' as a solution either
Together forever, is more like together for a period
I can say I won't cheat but my feelings can't promise a thing
I loved someone, then I fell in love again
Is it still called love?
Let me summarize everything I have been trough
It’s either Love. Life. or Addiction
Love is life and life leads to addiction
And when you love someone, you don't stop
If you stop loving someone you loved, that’s not love
I loved somebody, not sure if that person loves me back or not
But it felt right at that time,so I went for it
Then it fell apart
But when I saw that smile, I was spellbound, I can’t seem to be myself
I loved so much that it hurts
I tried to stop, I did! But then with one touch I’m lost again
That smile, that charm, that skin
